I'm here writing a journal entry at 2 a.m. in the morning and I wonder why am I'm still awake. Is there a reason why? Am I waiting for someone or something to walk into my life? Or is it just a fantasy and I'm just dreaming that one day it would happen? I don't really know. It just all come downs to what the future is really in hold for me. Right? I guess I just have to wait and see like everyone else.

    Staying in a place that you have been for such a long time is hard to leave, but the truth of the matter is that you really hate being there. Walking in with a fake smile, making people believe that you really want to be there, but deep inside its nothing but a lie just to make everyone happy. With life I think what matter the most is being happy with yourself and the environment you're living in. So isn't it my choice if I choose to stay or leave so that it would better me? I believe so. Isn't it better to move up rather than moving down or staying at the same place and position your whole life. If life has something to offer then go for it. Don't hold back and regret you didn't go for it. There's always open chances but its how you go about to achieve that goal. Remember there's always second chances, but second chances doesn't come so often. So when the first time comes around don't let it go, achieve it!

    Life maybe rough sometimes but everything in life comes with different obstacles whether its easy or hard but it all comes down to how you approach and how you resolve it. We all have to remember not everything we do we will accomplish, but its how you face it. Once question is, "Will you pick yourself up and pick up where you left off from and not trashing it and believing that you can't make it just because you had fail once? Would you rather choose of being an  "accomplisher" or a person that "fail?"

My analogies for the night. Good night everyone.